Ooo...nervous..

Hey guys,

Today especially happy and relieved cos played drums for the last song in service here the first time!

Thanks for the encouragements!!

I was quite nervous not because i've never played bfore. but that I am not used to the environment...

I was actually quite unprepared even though I spent abt 2-3 hours practicing yesterday just for that one song...I was spiritually unprepared.

A Christian's journey can comprise of ups and downs and u all know...

One day you might be flying high amidst joys and accompaniment, then the next you might be full of vanquish and sorrow....or you're just plain bored lol...

Today a good friend reminded me that God did not promise us a world full of comfort and luxury.
But He promised us that we can overcome trials and temptations through praying and a firm relationship with Him...through faith!

I myself feel very down recently because settling down is not easy...
Honestly...staying without a family...takes time...
Trying to be responsible for my own actions...is difficult...
Days can be filled of so many worries...so many.....!!!!

But God is always faithful...
He proves Himself so faithful and loving....
Yet I always sin...am i taking His grace for granted?
I sometimes ask...

Before I played the drums I commited my actions to the Lord...
I asked God the nite before to give me a pure heart...a heart that is able to please God and not hurt Him...
A heart that yearns for God...

After the service i get many people saying, Ze Hao, you did well!
Nice drumming!!
Cool drumming!!

I am happy to say...

Praise the Lord!